I'm excited that this semester will be done in about 6 weeks, and I've decided to take the summer off of school. This will give me over 4 months to get back into the swing of things. I can't wait to get back to the gym. Yes, I realize that I could go back at any time, but it just wouldn't be right. There are other things that would have to go.
Work has been insanely busy, but I finally started pushing back a little this past week. I've found my limits, and I plan on being more vocal in this area, as needed.
My diet has been much improved lately. I think I really started watching things a few weeks ago. Even if I can't make it to the gym, I can control what food goes into my mouth. It may not be low enough to help me lose weight, but I don't think I'm gaining weight either.
Confession time: My 8s have been tight for awhile. A month or so ago, I started wearing my 10s again...but even those don't feel great. A few weeks ago, I decided to not wear the 10s anymore. I know that wearing them makes me almost think it's not that bad...but it is that bad. Wearing the 10s makes me feel that it's ok to eat more, since there is more room.
I will not be ok with wearing size 10. I refuse.
I will be a size 8 or smaller. Period.
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